Bea Mariam Killguss

Bea Mariam Killguss

Co-founder & Strategic Director
Psychosocial Educator, Research Supervisor, Writer (MSc.)

Bea works with individuals and communities navigating layered, often unnameable transitions: existential, cultural, and political. Her work is grounded in existential psychotherapy, liberation psychology, post-theological reflection, and decolonial critique. She offers a practice shaped less by intervention than by witnessing, relational depth, and critical thought.

She works especially with those living in fractured or liminal spaces: people carrying complex identities, navigating grief, cultural displacement, neurodivergence, institutional harm, or the disorientation of spiritual deconstruction. Her practice resists diagnostic reduction and instead holds space for people to move toward self-understanding on their own terms.

Bea lectures in London on cultural difference, ethics, personal change, systems theory, family dynamics, and the politics of sex and gender. She supervises both Masters and Doctoral students working with autoethnographic and qualitative methodologies. Her own research explores autoethnography as epistemic resistance, reframing trauma not as private pathology but as testimony to systemic entanglement and the possibility of repair. Bea was raised by German humanitarians in South Asia, with her formative years in Pakistan. In her thirties she lived and worked in Afghanistan, and altogether she has spent eighteen years across the region. Her life and work have also taken her through Germany, France, Spain, the United States, Australia, Tanzania, and the United Kingdom. She speaks English and German as mother tongues, is fluent in French, and carries Urdu as part of her cultural inheritance. These movements across languages and countries shape her intellectual and political commitments, particularly around questions of hybridity, estrangement, and epistemic justice.

Now based in South London, she lives with her partner, two young daughters, and a Spitz dog with big opinions. She believes in stories, silence, and rest, as both leisure and as resistance to systems that confuse urgency with care.

Sessions with Bea have been life-changing for me. Bea has given me the opportunity to approach learning and development differently. When I say that, I mean – Bea's sessions are inclusive and allow me to fully show up as myself – a rarity for me in higher education.”
Lisa
Learning with Bea has been a very rewarding experience. She's a brilliant tutor - super supportive, knowledgeable, and thoughtful in the way she guides our learning. I've really appreciated the deep, open-minded, and meaningful discussions she creates, especially around topics like sexuality, gender, culture, and ethics. Her diverse background and international experience really shine through, helping her connect with people in such a genuine and understanding way. She is very understanding about my personal circumstances and I've felt highly supported by her throughout all my classes with her. I've truly enjoyed every class with her.
Lidia
I have attended a few courses with Bea, each exploring deeply human topics such as sexuality, gender, ethics, and social and cultural issues. Through her unique and thoughtful teaching style, Bea creates an atmosphere of openness where constructive and meaningful dialogue can take place, even around topics that are challenging by their very nature. Taking part in one of Bea’s classes provides a memorable experience shaped by insight, personal growth, and genuine enjoyment.
Andreas
Even though the entire teaching was online, Bea brings warmth, depth, and clarity to every session, making complex concepts deeply accessible and human. Her presence creates a space where reflection feels both intellectually rich and personally meaningful. I was particularly impressed when she would share her personal journey to make concepts clear. A truly inspiring guide on my existential journey.
Nitin
I have found Bea’s teaching thought-provoking, respectful, and grounded - and all with a friendly, approachable style that promotes discussion and confidence to engage with sometimes complex, sensitive subjects.
Lucinda
Bea is enthusiatstic, warm, open and non-judgemental with a commitment to and knowledge around diversity.
Jan Erik
Bea was a great tutor who really brought the subject to life. There were moments of mutual learning, which only deepened my respect for her.
Laura
It was really insightful, great bunch of people, amazing sessions
Anon
Bea supervised me not only in writing my dissertation but also through a challenging time in my life. She consistently offered compassion, advice, and comfort. Her enthusiasm and interest allowed me to enjoy writing my dissertation truly. Her unique perspective, knowledge, and critical eye added depth to my autoethnographic work and, hence, to my own self-knowing. She was a rock for me the whole time.”
Sarah
I have appreciated the way Bea has created a space that’s supportive of a range of learning experiences. Her facilitation style has challenged me to think more critically, both in her written comments and in online sessions. It’s been really lovely working with her.
Lucy
Bea is a fantastic tutor who steps into the role with genuine enthusiasm, an eagle eye for detail, and an ability to challenge students' thinking, as well as an incredible depth of knowledge. I am incredibly impressed with her kind presence combined with steady and holding leadership, which facilitates safe and deep learning. I am especially impressed with her deep understanding and practice of liberation psychology. I strongly recommend her.”
Sylwia
Bea brings a rare depth and sensitivity to her teaching. Her approach weaves together psychoanalytic, existential, and culturally responsive perspectives in a way that feels both rigorous and deeply humane. She creates a space where theory meets lived experience, and where complexity is welcomed rather than simplified. Bea’s tutoring has helped me reflect more honestly on the ethical, relational, and cultural dimensions of therapeutic work.”
Emily
Bea is able to hold space for learners with presence and care, while keeping things real, humorous, and full of energy.
Salima
Thanks Bea, I really enjoyed the discussions and your humor, deep knowledge and questioning mind. Keep pushing the boundaries!
Sophie
Bea’s sessions always left me thinking… sometimes confused, often challenged, occasionally emotional but never bored. I’ve never talked about culture, identity and sex so honestly in a classroom. Somehow it worked. Also, we laughed. A lot.
Anna
She doesn’t do that academic ‘neutrality’ thing. Bea actually has opinions and that made me feel like I could have mine too. It was intense at times, but weirdly freeing. I never felt like I had to say the right thing, just the real thing.
Stella
The mix of students in our group was wild with all different backgrounds, ages, genders, ways of thinking but Bea held the whole thing together without flattening anyone’s experience. It was messy, sometimes frustrating, and genuinely one of the most useful learning spaces I’ve been in.
Karim
We talked about stuff that normally gets tiptoed around from race, power, religion, sex, family, all of it. Bea didn’t avoid the awkward stuff, but she didn’t force it either.
Marc
To be honest, I found the course hard going at times. Not because of the content, but because it made me unpick some stuff I thought I’d already dealt with. But Bea didn’t let it spiral, she challenged me, kindly but firmly and I don’t find that happens often in teaching.
Anon

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